Von:gingerobyn (
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Betrifft:Re: can you help me find something?
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Datum:2003-05-10 12:08:08 PST
i was supposedly attuned to this but it just seems way too simple.
when i question the simplicity though i realize that usui reiki is very
simple and straightforward as well and a few years ago i never would have
imagined it was real. but the information i have on this seems to imply that
it is so powerful with very little investment. i dont see how that can be.
intention is wonderful, but intention alone is not enough to cure all
ailments overnight--or in this case (of kundalini reiki) in a matter of 3-5
minutes. i do reiki with little expectation. my only expectation is that i
recieve (when working on myself) or pass (when channeling to another) the
unconditional love and light that is reiki and that it will be beneficial in
some way. perhpas i have misunderstood something with the kundalini reiki
but i feel as if it is implied that it is a cure-all and i dont think
anything is a cure-all. people have to be ready for healing.
one thing that i am confused by is that in the explanation of this type of
reiki, it says that after 3-5 minutes the healing will be complete and you
will feel the energy stop, or
you may feel tired and drained and then you
will know its over.
but i never ever feel tired or drained when i do reiki
(i mean usui level 1) i either feel energized when working on another, or
deeply relaxed and perhaps tired, but a restful tired. but never drained. i
was told that since you are not expending your own energy you shouldnt feel
drained when you do reiki and i don't.
so i dont understand why i would feel
drained if i practice this kundalini reiki. bye the way, the explanation is
that the attunement removes blocks/knots in the chakras, except for the root
chakra (needed to remain grounded?) in preparation for the kundalini
awakening that you will feel when you are attuned to kundalini reiki II. in
the 2nds attunement kundalini reiki is awakened, chakras and energy channles
are cleared adn opened and a kundalini flame is lit. apparently it is
recommeneded to feel above the head before and after the 2nd attunement to
feel the difference with and without the kundalini flame. now i hadn't read
that part of the brief literature yet but last night 1/2 hour after i was
supposed to recieve my 2nd attunement i felt a tingling on my crown and
above my head. it felt like something was happening with my crown chakra. it
wasnt until after i felt it that i read the information that addressed the
kundalini flame above the crown chakra. there was no chance of the power of
suggestion since i didnt read it yet but . . . i just dont know what to
think about this.
if my chakras are cleared then why do i feel stagnation,
anger, frustration and like i am withholding love? can my chakras really be
cleared just like that? see its 3 o'clock in the afternoon and i still sit
here in my bathrobe, procrastinating from doing paperwork that i need to
catch up on and with little food in my undernourished belly because i have a
fundamental problem with nurturing myself.
would a person with awakened
kundalini energy be in that position right now? shouldnt i feel passionate
about life or something? ok. i am expecting to much. but i still fear that
i have been had.
but what motivation would this man have for passing on free
attunements other than to share something he believes in?
unless it's a
hook, line and sink strategy(is that an expression or did i make that up?).
build the trust then they will buy your useless wares? i dont know. or could
it be an experiment in the gullibility of humans? or is it a genuine
offering of something beuatiful that needs to be shared? i suppose the
answer is for me alone to determine but if there is anyone who knows
anything about any of it i would like feedback.